Hey GUYS! :)

i juat really feel like blogging bout crappy stuff like i used too!!!
i miss the good old days in my secondary school life.
lol it feels like i ended sec life a long time wen its only been a few weeks.

JAn, results. creepy much.
i hope my name gets on the screen
if not imma cry. maybe.
LOL well high expectation lead to high dissapointments

anyway.
im so bored.
i got no life ppl.
NO LIFE.
i meant its boring.
yeah freakin boring.
Friends working and all and im alone cos im JOBLESS
and im freakin BROKE.
well yeah watever

CRUMBS SCUMS

ok that was random...
can i say that my life has been ten times emptier without you?
Yeah it is.
Well thnks for walkong out of my life just like that
And stupid me for not running after you.
you know what i did?
Stand thr and watch you slowly walk out my life and try to turn the other way around.

Because this is not the first time i saw you walk out.
And everytime you would come back.
But not this time.
You just kept on walking.
i cant say whatever because you werent whatever.
You were ever-y-thing.
Until now that is.\

Now you were just a memory.
It doesnt stab my heart no more.
It never did. (maybe)
because we knew it would never work out.
GAh. just forget.
you wouldnt even care anyway :'(

Ok d0ne with the emo stuff
i just want to be happy.

now i lost mood. :(
well bye

IK


I JUST WANT TO BLOG RIGHT NOW!

gosh! miss blogging soo much especially in my lower sec years.
so much of babbling.
so much time:') sniff.

ALRIGHT WAT NOW?

OLEVELS IN ONE MONTH!! (sort of)
(anw my typing speed now sux cos its been long since i blog)

everythings ok i guess
NO!
my chem i need to secure an A1!
esp since my chem teacher thinks i cant do it (sob)
NO! i must not give up!
I WILL PROVE IT TO YOU!

k next, humanities! keep gettin b3 near a1 or a2 near a1 Wth??

A1 PEOPLE!!

I WANT ALL A1!!! (i must be crazy)

CRAZY GOOD:)

my EL like so-so

ive decided to do a nararive0 personal recount instead of...
that boring expository essays.
Seriously? its so factual.

have a little colour in ur life.
i so wanna be a part-time author.
(just gotto work on my language)
planning on a story rite now.
Oh, im soooo gonna be the next JK ROWLING, FTW!


my malay! GOT TO BUCK UP! Darn
suckish. cos i havent done malay for a VERRRRY long time
sniff. i want a b3 at least :(((

kay...animore?

maths. no doubt i want an A1.
not saying im conferm ill get it (cos that would be cocky)
im sayin I WANT IT. real bad.
my science, yesh of course.

iwantiwantiwantiwant those sweet victorious A1s.
and i want my name to be on that screen, baby.
oh heaven yeah.

ohplsohplsohpls:)
i wanna jump around in happinesss
cry tears of joy
and get my photo taken.
<3

then ill be like calling my family
shouting thru the phone-
"OH MY GOD! IBU(mom), AYAH(dad), I GOT 7 POINTS!!!" (thats my aim:>)
YEY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Allah is almighty :)
Syukur Alhamdullilah. (appreciating god)

haha/im crazy

i know.
iffah

OH WAIT! i forgot smth.
i SHIP DAMSAY, PPL <3 my graduation poem/ speech/ wateva (LOL, so fast prepare arrhh??)

finally
at last
weve soon to be
going on our own
our own seperate ways.

but its okay.
the memories weve shared.
could never be replaced.
if only there was a replay button.
then i would replay those memories.
everytime.
but sadly, i could only replay
them in my head.

someday we ll all meet again.
and we smile at those times.
where you and i were so playful
so carefree of our lives.

we might have grown.
we might have aged.
but one thing that never grows old
is those sweet memories of you and i.

so long my frens
its been a great ride.
thanks for the laughs.
thanks for the smiles.
and i wish u all the best.

lets not hang around the past
time waits for no one.
come on my frens
bright future awaits for you and i.

a tear ive shed to seal this poem.
thank you.


:'( omg idk why the hell i wrote this. not even a poem.
i feel like ive graduated. haha
wens its only starting of year.
but hey. be prepared.
i think im gonna bawl out on graduation day.
bring lots of tissues, guys.
thrs gonna be a pool of tears.
anw. im just being random.
escaping doin hw again.
man y cant my brain be sooooooo SMART???
haha lol.
k la. sorry brain.
you are smart. (LOL!)

ok. better continue my essay.

iffah Updates: sch's starting in one week and i havent completed my hw!!

anw aside from that.
notin else happened.
im bored.
what a boring life i have.

i read this article sumwhere that blogs are not good if they are set to public.
Like mine. O.O
where everybody can see.
esp pedophilles watever. those stupid perverts(stupid ppl with no life) lookin for victims.

why are they no good.
bcos.
ppl usually blog bout their life.
and wen they give out too much.
they fall victim.
i know u guys might say but i never give out my add. my phone no or where i go to sch work bla bla and stuff.
i used to be one of u ppl denying giving out any info.

that is until i stumble upon this article.

it says.
ppl dun realise that wen they blog.
theyre giving out info where they live, their whereabouts and thir sch workplace and stuff.
thats how police sumtimes able to track down crminals online.
and these stupid perverts with no life can too.

for example,
we ppl nowadays just LOVE to brag about where we go durin our hols.
take pic here and there.
publish here and there.
(bring on the compliments)
so u'll update in advance youre going to lets say Hawaii for two weeks.
cmon its like a signal msg to burglars sayin:
Yo my house is empty yo.

Sure, u might say they dk where u live but then again ud never know who th burglar is.

Aniwaes. just sayin.
im warnin u guys but im still keepin my blog public.
cos im PReety sure nobody reads it. haha
BUT
u never know.
(U HEAR ME U STUPID PEDO-watever, ONE DAY THE POLICE GONNA CATCH YOU AND PUT YOU ALL IN JAIL!!!)

ehem.sry bout that. anger management issues. LOL

anw. im endin it here. and keepin it real LOL (as if)

signed/
iffah K.
smile to the world. and you just might find someone smiling you back.
( just make sure its not one of those pedophilles. o.o) AHHH. shit.

i just had to go to ur profile
and guess wat?
once i saw it, im back to the road i used to go again

*sigh*
i guess there are some crushes you just cant get over

BUT
im gettin thr.
platonic relationships, oh yea.

So enough with the trash talk i had just now
and up with updates
Here's what ive been doing:

* online
* online
* online
* online
* online
and so on...

its such a schedule aint it?
WELL YEA IM FREAKIN BORED
thr;s nothin to do but rot at home

oh yea, where did all my freinds go?
idk. prob rottin at home too like me...

GAH IM BORED
not to mention hw is a pain to even start let alone complete it

and next year..
shit syf...results to olevel malay(damn)...olevels

hate it
life is so stressful
wish i could escape to a dreamland or smth

too bad
thats y im so addicted to harry potter nowadays
that ive made a short story bout my fav couple:)
LUNA AND NEVILLE

check it out:


The night that day was calm and serene. No disturbances, no noise. Nor were there any death eaters roaming about Hogwarts’ territory. Just the melody of snores and the rhythmic breathing of the students sound asleep. However, not all students were in their bed, snoozing. Looking at his watch, Neville got up from his bed and quickly put on his open-toed shoes along with his school robes over his pink and white striped pyjamas. Softly as well as swiftly, he made his way out of the Gryffindor common room and upstairs to the Clock Tower. He could hardly wait his anticipation of watching the Moonflower that blooms once every 10 years only in midnight. This was one event Neville does not need a Remembrall to remind him of it. He had kept the plant growing at the Clock Tower to prevent any disturbances. Finally he had reached the tower and glanced his watch again. With 15 minutes to spare before the clock strikes midnight, he sat there and decided to enjoy the quiet moment to gaze at the starry night.

As he lay there, counting the infinite stars above it, he suddenly heard a shuffling behind him. Swiftly, he turned around, his eyebrow furrowed. His heart thumping loudly in his chest. There was silence again and he took it that maybe it had been a mouse or a small harmless creature crawling about. As he was about to resume his gaze to the sky, the shuffling sound came about again, only louder as if it was nearer. Not only that, Neville also heard faint footsteps drawing closer and closer to him. Neville’s eyes darted from left to right, trying to define whose footsteps was it. Neville was already drawing out his wand from under his robes. The footsteps were now loud and clear and Neville could see a shadowy figure coming close. The frightened Gryffindor gulped, awaiting his horror.

“Luna?” The confused young man was very surprised to see his young odd friend who had been the frightening shadowy figure.

The girl, named Luna, with straggly, dirty blonde hair, was dressed in a unique but somehow a bit bizarre pattern of turquoise-coloured three-headed sheep for a nightdress that had a very geometric cutting. Even her bunny slippers she was wearing were a bit odd, if it was even a bunny. It looked like more like crossbreed between a bunny and crocodile to Neville. The animal had the ears, the cute round eyes and the long whiskers of a bunny but it had a long snout of the crocodile but with only two-buck teeth at the front.

“Luna!” Neville called out her name again but louder.

The odd girl, however, did not respond. She walked on past Neville as if she did not see him there. Neville soon found out why she did not respond. Her eyes were close and it appeared that she had been sleep walking all the way from the Ravenclaw common room to up here. Before she could harm herself by wandering somewhere else, he quickly grabbed the sleepwalker by the shoulders and shook her body, attempting to wake her up.

“ Luna, Luna…Wake up. Wake up, Luna! Luna Lovegood!”

The dazed girl finally open her eyes and blinked. Her protuberant silvery grey eyes, stare straight into Neville’s eyes, as though trying to idenitfy who he is or still recovering from her sleeping state. The shy boy grew uncomfortable of this and he shook Luna again making sure she was wide-awake…then again, Luna had never been fully awake.

“Neville…” She finally voiced out, her voice as dreamy as it had always been. “Is it training session already?(referring to DA)”

“What? No, Luna. You’re…We’re in the clock tower in Hogwarts.You’ve been sleep walking.”

“ The clock tower? Oh my, I heard there are lot of wrackspurts zooming around. They’re invisible, you know. That’s why most people don’t believe they exist. They fly into your ears and make your brain feel funny.” Luna explained, ignoring the fact that she had been sleep walking.

“Wrack-what? wrack-Burps? Rackferns, you mean?” Neville stutter, confused.

“Wrackspurts.” Luna corrected him. “Come on, Neville…I don’t want us to get our brains all fuzzy-” Luna said as she grabbed Neville by the hand and began walking towards the stairs.

“No, wait. Luna, I came hear to watch my Moonflower bloom- Oh my gosh! My Moonflower!” Neville frantically break free from Luna’s grip, look at his watch, almost forgetting that it was almost time for the flowers to bloom.

The frantic boy whirled around just in time, to anticipate the magnificent bloom of this majestic Moonflower. He walked closer to it, his eyes bulging in delight. Luna followed after him, curious to see this ‘Moonflower’ Neville had mentioned.

Luna was confused at first. It was not even a flower, but a tiny boring grey bud, that was about to bloom. Most people would have expected that even when fully bloomed, it would have still turned out an unintersting ugly flower. However, what Luna saw surprised her. The bud begins to unravels each of its petals, glowing brighter than the shining crescent moon and the stars against the dark blue sky. Finally, the last petal was revealed and the flower looked almost 10 times more huge than the teensy weensy bud Luna had saw. Each petal was unique and beautiful in its colours and pattern but all was shimmering with the shiniest glitter you could ever seen. The unique and different design of each petal seemed to potray a fantasy fairytale. Overall, the flower was so beautiful that no words could describe it. Neville and Luna watched this once-in-a-lifetime event with astonishment.

“ It’s sooo beautiful…I’ve never seen quite a flower before” said her soft melodic voice suddenly.

“In the olden times, people said that when you see the bloom of a Moonflower, all your wishes will come true.” Neville informed Luna, without tearing his gaze from the flower.

“Oh, really? That’s nice,” said Luna as she began to close her eyes and clasped her hands together, as if making a slient wish.

Finally, its time of bloom ends and a new life begins for this flower as one by one, slowly, the petal wrapped each other once again. The stunning flower which both of them has seen just a moment before, now forms into the same little dull bud.

Neville heaved a sigh. “Well, it’s over now. But I’m glad I got to watch its bloom-”

Neville paused when he face Luna and realised that she still had her eyes closed and palms together, her lips moving up and down quickly as if she was chanting a spell.

“Luna, Luna…It’s over. Y-you can stop wishing now.” Neville placed his hand on Luna’s shoulder and shook it gently.

Luna blinked her eyes open. Her expression was shock, bewildered.

“Over? Where did the flower go?” She cried.

“Oh, well you see, Luna, It-it only blooms for a certain time in midnight. And the moonflower only blooms once every 10 years.”

“10 years? Well, that’s a very long time.”

“Yeah it is…the first time I watch its bloom, was with my grandmother when I was about 6 years old.” Neville recalled the memories where he used to sit by the window with his grandmother, waiting for the flower to reveal its beauty.

Neville had taken care of the flower since he was 4 years old. When he first went to Hogwarts for his first year, he left it at home as he felt it was too fragile and special to bring it with him. Only when he was in his forth year, had he decided he was ready to take care of it himself without his grandmother’s help. However, he did not tell anyone about the special flower. Not even his closest friend, Harry.

“This moonflower. It must be very special to you” Luna said dreamily, smiling as she face Neville.

“Huh? O-Oh…Yes, Very special.” Neville snapped into reality. “It’s been taken care by my family for generations. The flower must have been about a 500 years old by now...”He continued.

“A 500 years old. Wow…” She said in a low whisper. Her twinkling eyes that were dazzled by the flower before, now became confused. “It’s funny, isn’t it? Now, it looks like a small timid little bud, awaiting its time to bloom, preparing for the real world and the unknown. Most people would have thought this timid little bud would never be like the other beautiful flowers. But the fact is, while the others flowers bloom and grow bigger, out shadowing this ugly bud; it prepares and waits for the right moment. When its time comes, it becomes the most beautiful and outstanding flower.. And then, it turns into the timid little bud again, as if it is reborn again. And the cycle continues… ” She expressed her view in a way which seemed very poetic and inspiring.

“ Wow… I never thought of it that way…” Neville nodded his head slightly, showing a thoughtful expression. “ Anyway, Luna. Thank you, really… It’s quite w-wonderful to have someone, other than Gran, to watch this special occasion with me…I really enjoyed it” Neville blushed as Luna stared at him.

“ I enjoyed it very much too! It’s just too bad, though, that it only blooms for a certain time. And I haven’t even finished wishing yet…” Luna said as a matter of fact. Her lips curled.

“That must have been a long wishing list!” Neville chuckled.

“Oh! Of course! It’s very rare that you find a flower that grants your wishes”

Neville let out a short laugh. He somehow find it quite amusing seeing this odd blonde being so gullible.“ You really believe in all those stuff, Luna?”

“You don’t?” Luna’s faint eyebrows furrowed.

Neville shook his head.

Luna’s expression changed from hopeful to disappointment.

“ It doesn’t hurt to believe in some things and keep an open mind, Neville.” She wagged a finger at him and said in a very motherly tone.

“What do you wish for anyway?” Neville asked out of curiosity.

“Neville! I can’t tell you my wishes! Hasn’t anybody told you that wishes are meant to be a secret?” Luna smiled, patting Neville’s nose, as she started prancing gracefully towards the stairs.

“Why?” Neville asked, curious, rubbing his nose..

“Because then they won’t come true if I told you, silly boy! I told you that place is infested with wrackspurts! I bet one had zoomed right into your ear and make your brain go all fuzzy!” Luna giggled. Her voice surprisingly high-pitched as she continued prancing down the stairs, leaving Neville standing there alone in the clock tower.

“ But..but…Wrackburps aren’t real!”
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how was it? haha
anw
igtg
peace out :)

Iffah K
the dreamer "Life ia a road that wanna I keep going"


What happened to Lani Garver by Carol Plum-Ucci.
Love the book
Love its unpredictability
Love that Lani guy SO DAMN BAD
Hate that the ending got readers questioning the title
Would recommend you guys this book
Would change your lives in some way
It did on me:)

Smiling,
Gleeing,
Jumping up and down reading the story
Moaning,
Gritting my teeth,
Stamping my feet reading the story
Almost cried at the ending
Unsatisfied.
Shit. What really happened to him???

This book got me thinking and believing all kind of bullshit and crap.
"There's this thing called Middle ground.."
Man, Lani's wisdom philosophy crap influencing my brain
Love that guy to the core
Wished he was real.

READ it
cos its worth it. :)

"In the end i wanna be standing at the beginning with you..." DEAD! tothemax
but who cares?

anw
been extra bz wif sch and stuff
2months time ill be having my OLEVEL MALAY!!
:S
i dun wanna take it! :'( WAIL~
sniff sniff

ok.watever. its not the end of the world if i didnt make it or smth.

ohya. i noe blogs are like soo outdated nowadays
but i was wondering why we didnt have a class blog for 3/7 or smth
to keep things updated
esp. abt the part where we won the RHD performance WOHOO~

such good memories
really enjoyed it
in the beginning we were like NO dun wan do NO i hate it NO it SUCKS
and then we were like 3/7 FTW!

yea~ hope our class becum more bonded.
the class wif only 9 guys and the rest are the female species.
haha

Ok next topic..
OHOHOHOH!! i got his no. peeps~
yea~ pretty COOL~
finally :D
hehe almk cant be so obvious
what if he blog hop till my blog??
okok enough x)

next...
JAPAN TRIP
i soooo wanna go!!
but the price i sooo wanna cry!!
cost: 2.5K
NOOOOO D':
ask the teach if can subsidise further
she say at most 1.5K
but my dad wants it a $9ook
so most prob i cant

but i soooo wanna see MT FUJI!!!!
iwannagoiwannagoiwannagooooooooo!!~
and its autumn time were goin!
meaning a great way for autumn fashion!!
i so wanna try autumn clothes!
GRRRR
oh well. only time can tell

OK i guess i end off here.
all things updated for the last 3/4 months??
xP
Iffah :)